Monday, 21 March 2011

Inspiration

We are born with no interest in our gene. Interest is something which inspire us to do it and enlighten us. Success of others usually do inspire those who are interested in that field. As a student, I am inspired to study hard as i see people around me always scores. With rare occasions, some students felt that study is like part of them and without it life is not complete. I believe that most of us wanted to be a genius or a prodigy in everything but humans are not perfect thus i believe hardwork can be use to overcome what we are lack of eg: if we are not good in our studies we should spend more time to improve ourself just like what Thomas Edison had done to create his bulb. There's nobody who are born genius, only those who are willing to learn and work for it. I truly believe that hard work do pays off.
 I'm once a nuisance who always create troubles and let my parents down but luck is always there to save my ass. During my form 3 PMR exam,i never though that i can even score a straight A's which do surprise me but no at the same time. In my 19 years of life I've never encounter any hardship but as i grow up, I become cocky and treated SPM that lightly which disappointed my parents when my SPM result is out. Usually before the exams, we should be spending time doing our last minute final touch but i couldn't resist the temptation of computer games and for that 1 month before my SPM exam, I spend most of my time at home without going to school with the reason 'I have to study at home' however i spend most of the time playing DOTA. Because of this my result do sucks which I didn't even dare to apply JPA with a result of 6A+, 2A, 1A-, 1B+, 1B. But luck always sides me so at the end of the year, I went to a private college, UCSI to further my studies. But the thing is after i went there i didn't even repent after all those things because i believe that luck is always with me. I spend most of my time online as the WIFI is free and also hanging out with friends and of course plays badminton which is already part of my life. Unfortunately things doesn't always go that smooth as there are curbs in our path to success. 6 months, for 6 months I did nothing except disturbance to the class, I've been a pain in the neck which my teacher couldn't stand one day and left the class before the time's up. Straight away the teachers held an emergency meeting to solve this problem. They decided to open another class for students like me and another 3 of my friends which is Hani, Omid and Daniel. This special class comprise of 4 students is created specially for the 4 of us who always create troubles. Even after this i treat it as nothing because I've always create a ruckus in class until one day i truly felt hopeless. This is when my trial exams here. I couldn't sleep at night and that feeling is torturing me. Because I didn't done any revision, is like standing at the edge of a cliff, by making a wrong move my life will be doom. There's no time for study because the true exam is really that near and i couldn't cope up with the syllabus. At that time i wanted to be a doctor but with my result that poor, I couldn't even think of doing nursing. As I almost lost hope, luck do comes back. That night when it is the time for checking the list of students who get into matriculation program, I almost jump off the roof when i get a pass to matriculation program. I felt that I'm reborn because this is truly my last hope. Before I left my college in KL, I warned myself not to screw this golden opportunity because if I fail to make things right, this will be the last of me. As I get into Labuan Matriculation College(KML), at first I'm still a brat who forgets what I aim for before I came in. As I expected, I dint score well in my mid semester exam during my first semester. This really triggers my urge to study hard. For the first time in my life, I started picking up books and study on my own. With luck by my side I score a 4.0 in my first semester examination and a Band 5 in my muet which I barely pass Band 5. Times do flies and I've been here for almost 1 year and my life in KML will soon ends, but to me, KML is my turning point where my life changes. After all, luck still comes back to me.^^